entry from last nite, couldnt post cuz internet was down.. AGAIN.. :
Today was really fun! Got up and went shopping for christina’s bday presents, and then ate at Tofu house in Cerritos! It was pretty good, comparable to the ones in k-town. Made it to the beach and finally found our peeps. Then I tried boogie boarding.. pretty fun! I just don’t like the nasty salty sea water all stinging my eyes and stuff.. apparently my eyes were pretty red afterwards.. this group of people at the fire pit said we could have their pit after they left, but then apparently they promised it to another group of people as well! Lame-os! But we ended up sharing the pit, and the people put a GRIP of wood in the pit! We had the “fires of hell” going right there in front of us.. it was hard to roast marshmallows, even with long-a$$ coat hangers!
but yea.. it was a great time! Good to see all the old clicc-sters again.. well not all of them.. but most of the cool ones at least.. may, Christina, rico, nora, chet, mona, Karen, Sharon, and Hannah.. fun times!
Last nite was fun too! Dinner at McCormics in downtown LA for jennie’s bday dinner.. it was REALLY good food! Lots of fresh seafood, but it also cost us a pretty penny tho…not too bad.. it was kewl seeing the APOers u haven’t seen all summer.. john y, ben, rob, francis hoang, neil, jackie, the y-lee’s, bon, chris …fun times!
The maintenance people came yesterday morning as well, woke me up, and the kitty was here too! I had to scramble around trying to figure out what to do with him so the guys wouldn’t see! Things turned out alright in the end, and pretty much everything got fixed that we needed to get done too, so the apt is starting to look more put-together, although it still needs a bunch of work. I feel bad for mick cuz he cleans all the time, and hes never even here that much.. seems to me like we should clean up after ourselves, and that doesn’t just mean put it by the trash can next to the fridge! I hate living in a crap-house. Doesn’t make me feel comfy to be here.
Speaking of that, I haven’t been in the best of moods lately… not completely sure why, but lately some of the smallest things set me off more often than they used to. Is it depression of some kind? Iono. Im just not happy anymore. Im a math major so I dunno wat is the root of this or whatevers.. my best hypothesis is that maybe I don’t like the way things are going I my life, and its frustrating to see things not changing for the better? I know that I cant change things by doing the same things over and over. I don’t get different cookies from using the same ingredients. So why do I expect things to change for me if im not changing what im doing? The words make sense, right?
Today when I was out doing my thing, shopping for Christina, chillin at the beach.. boogie boarding… not once did I think of the mess of what I used to call my apt, or how the job search isn’t going as it should be, or anything like that. But that doesn’t change the fact that my apt is messier than its ever been, or that interviews aren’t getting anywhere, or that some of the relationships with my “friends” are pretty questionable, or that I don’t wake up excited for the new day each morning.
Any input here would be nice, or if anyone has ever felt something like this, and how or if it has ever been resolved?
Cleaned: bathroom sink, floor; kitchen counters, stove, floor
To be cleaned: bedroom closets, fridge, cabinets, the food corner, balconies, and more. Yipes.
Wow. Ok. Ive typed a whole page on word(im blogging on my lappy). Think its time to post…
Oh bTw, Blogger already filled its tech support position before I could even interview, so that’s lame. Moving on.
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posted by Rich @
7/27/2003 10:21:00 AM
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