looks like thats when i get to update a lil somethin
activation was kewl, i took kamille out to cheesecake factory afterwards.. she looked so cute!
had some time later on while she was at home to think about APO stuff and how im disillusioned now. i would have thought that 4+ years in this chapter would mean something now, that people would ask me for advice, or come to me with problems.. i would have thought that i would be appreciated when i would show up to events and rituals and always help out, being asked to or not. i had thought of becomming chapter advisor, but now thats something worth more thought.
no wonder barely any alumni come out anymore. what happenned to the retention efforts? did everything that i talked about with my excomm talked about get thrown away?
